Simply

I feel like I’m on fire.

You think you know shit, well that’s why it’s called shit. More people should research what they believe is right or wrong. Surely I don’t know everything and sometimes I only know bits of something, but honestly if I want to say something I look it up or I state that (I don’t know much about it but this is what I do know.) Clearly giving the person awareness that I’m not a know-it-all, but I’m semi informed and alright with the fact that I don’t have all the pieces. Hey, listen… The only way to improve knowledge we have or want to have is by sharing, expressing, using, and exploring it. When we discuss (Not argue) we share and open new ideas and intelligence. Understanding is a great trait to have, it’s also a very rare one. I like to learn things and frankly I like to learn it right.. My spelling, pronouncing and sometimes my speech is bad, but I’m overcoming dyslexia. I’m also human I make mistakes and I don’t point out every persons flaws, it’s annoying to pin point problems.. I want to enjoy what I do know and learn more and more. Ho hum. I think I’m done ranting for now. -Feels better- 

Librans Tend To Be “Just” Thinkers

Librans have great intuition which allows them to better grasp human nature.. They seem to be able to see through and understand the real motives of others. Time usually proves that a Libran’s initial gut feeling about someone or something was right. They tend to apply intuition to others, avoiding their own personal feelings and emotions.

Thursday, May 31, 2012

If you’ve been feeling a little restless and adventurous lately, you should really try to enjoy a few new experiences today. Many aspects of your life will be starting to change at this time. You’ll be coming on a lot stronger than usual right now, and you really ought to find some new ways of expressing your own unique personality today.

See if you can manage to break out of your usual routine and shake things up a bit. And you really ought to do what you can to make a few fresh starts with some of the key people in your life right now. Mantra: There is nothing that can hold me back but myself.

day 63: your views upon gay marriage?

I don’t care what other people do, as long as you’re happy and such it’s not my care, interest, or effort to bother. I go back to my favorite saying “Not my problem”. If you’re a girl and you like another girl have at it, it’s not really my business to place my two cents on your life. Same for anyone else onto mine. The only time I will interfere is when someone is in danger… So if you’re a boy marrying another boy that’s fine. BUT, if he’s abusing you such as a possibility in any relationship then I would have an issue. Have your happiness, I will protect that and support it. Stay to your life and I will stay to mine. 

I am just an outline,

Sitting solo on the floor,

I count the tiles leading to the door,

Wishing quietly someone would come home,

But peace is misery bliss,

And your heart I’ve come to miss.

day 62: describe your best friend completely?

Name: Bobby

Age: 19

Gender: Male

Height: 6’2?

I don’t think you can completely describe anyone and I’m vague anyways. Bobby is going to college at the moment to be a dentist. ( I believe). He’s taken, loves dogs, his car, rock music, ( And long walks on the beach? Lmao). 

His personality is goofy, touchy, playful, witty, and very nice. 

I love my best friend. 

She always wears her hair tied up.

She doesn’t care about her gut.

He yells at her from behind her back,

It’s not confidence that she lacks,

The structure is worn,

The frays are sharp,

They cut her bones and they rip her heart.

 A mend, ahem, amen, she pleas,

It takes her mind to a comforting ease.

No cure, the fear it kills her slowly,

It’s now or later she will be going.

When I put my hand to the glass…

Memories

“In our endeavors to recall to memory something long forgotten, we often find ourselvesupon the very verge of remembrance, without being able, in the end, to remember.”

- from “Ligeia”

day 61: one of your most prized possessions?

My I-Pod touch or my laptop. I’d rather have my laptop if it were the only thing out of either I could have. But, if just between the two I carry my I-pod anywhere and everywhere I go.

She touched her body and felt,

A sting and a welt,

Where promises were made,

Someday, someday, she will be sane.

Pure lies,

To soften the goodbyes,

He brushed my hair back,

My face shadowed, emotion it lacked,

I fear what you hide,

I fear where you guide,

Willingly I’ll go…

But where I don’t know.

Because you are as lost as I,

In this world, in this time. 

Day 59: One person you can tell everything to?

Damn… I have two honestly. These two people have two different personalities and two different ways of dealing with problems. For myself I am very indecisive so I like to get more than one angle for any situation. Everyone has different experience and socialization, so for me it’s preferable I have more than one person I can go to. - Ramble, ramble, ahem.-

Bobby: He’s my best friend and most likely the closest person to me. I will tell him anything and everything. I’ve known him for about five or so years and he really means a lot to me. 

John: I trust John because of the kindness he’s expressed to me over the past few months. We’ve grown close because I feel that as much as I need him I hope he needs me. We have our separate flaws and deal with them in separate but coherent  ways. John is my back bone when I need that lift, I really hope that I help him as well.